The Isolated Borderline

To the partners of the sufferer. I know how hard you try to help your loved one. I know how hard you try and make communication. The days your loved one curls up in bed not ready to face the day whilst you put food on the table, the rapid mood swings with such emotionalContinue reading “The Isolated Borderline”

What does missing an antidepressant do to your brain!?

If you have a chemical imbalance within your brain, missing one capsule can have a devastating effect on your health and your life. I was subject to this. I was wallowing through life, replenishing my soul, afraid to dream of my shadows, afraid to break the eggshells I stepped upon until I spoke up. IContinue reading “What does missing an antidepressant do to your brain!?”

The broken moon 🌒

What is the meaning of an eclipse? Is it a partial disturbance of evil covering the light of the stone’s soul? What is the meaning of night? Is it to rest our bodies or minds? What is the meaning of the holes on the moons surface? Does it emphasise the holes we carry within ourContinue reading “The broken moon 🌒”

The Harp 📝

“The angel’s most beautiful voice is the harp. The brass stricken harp. The passionate soul that vibrates through the strings of a golden instrument is the symphony of the empath”.  Don’t doubt, believe – write to your heart’s content Natalie Small

What people think of you is none of your business 💗

People have bought me down so many times in my life and I want to share my story because I take personal responsibility for my actions, I take personal responsibility for my deterioration and I’m moving on from the past and building fresh. Do not believe people when they try tell you who you are.Continue reading “What people think of you is none of your business 💗”

Creative writing: The Innocent Boy

This is his story. He walked towards the mirror and knealt down on the night of a full moon, it’s reflection mirrored in the glass. He stopped. His inner evaluative speech triggered his thoughts to reconcile the attachment developments he experienced as a child as he remembered all he had courageously fought through; the mirrorContinue reading “Creative writing: The Innocent Boy”

What side of the brain do you use?

  What side of the brain do you use? The interaction between both is a game of volleyball, a confusing element within its features, a comprehensive account of our genetics and memory processes… Skills are what motivates us. Experience is what shapes us. Atoms. That’s all we are atoms.  

Is it time to rethink borderline personality disorder?

I thought I’d do a post after seeing a post on Facebook about a kind hearted young girl taking her own life because of borderline personality disorder caused by abuse. I just want to point out the effects of borderline personality disorder and how it may impact on caregivers: BPD are loving individuals They areContinue reading “Is it time to rethink borderline personality disorder?”

Toxic Love (Poem)

You took her soul, her spirit, her mind You showed her fake love, love that was blind. You pulled her into your deepest fears You reminded her of all the memories over the years You told her you’ll leave her once she’s in love Once again she flew, spread her wings like a dove YouContinue reading “Toxic Love (Poem)”

What is love?

Love is undefinable. You think the person you love will always deliver the same you give to them. If it’s imbalanced it is destructive. As Shakespeare once said “The route of all heartache is expectation”  You can’t expect anyone to love you but you can always hold on to that inner hope. You have to loveContinue reading “What is love?”

A million pieces of glass📝

The heart weeped. It’s shattered. It’s bruised. It hoped.It looked. It found. It lost. It moped. The tears fell. It’s endless. It’s dried. It’s condensated. It’s hell. The body ached. It’s weak. It’s hurt. It’s painful. It’s bleak. The memories split. It’s disorientated. It’s confused. It’s recalling. It’s used. Your confidence drowned. It’s dissociative. It’sContinue reading “A million pieces of glass📝”

Living with Borderline Personality Disorder 💕

It’s a biological illness that affects the brain. You struggle with black and white thinking. You struggle to find any grey area in your life. You love with intensity but the problem with borderline personality disorder is when you think and you think and you think you can say things that come across as manipulative even whenContinue reading “Living with Borderline Personality Disorder 💕”