The Low Mood

From the naked eye you see a smile A delightful smile of a woman who has everything What you don’t see are the bricks within the decorated walls The bricks that weigh down her emotions The bricks that fall on her heavy as she sleeps You can’t see the bricks she holds within herself SoContinue reading “The Low Mood”

Forest Imagery

Allow your soul to feel the warmth of the summer air as you close your eyes and imagine an exotic beach surrounded by fields of sunflowers and dandelions dancing in alignment with the velvet green grass. Your soul feels passion, it feels delight, it is the symphony of the milk way, an inner warmth thatContinue reading “Forest Imagery”

The Isolated Borderline

To the partners of the sufferer. I know how hard you try to help your loved one. I know how hard you try and make communication. The days your loved one curls up in bed not ready to face the day whilst you put food on the table, the rapid mood swings with such emotionalContinue reading “The Isolated Borderline”

Our Creation (poem)

The souls thunder is a memory of defeat From the enemy that portrayed the darkest hour It crushes, rejects, the opinions of those who care For the purpose of money & for the purpose of war A delicate world on the brink of collapse Sins magnified and ignorance replenished The destruction of death Until it’sContinue reading “Our Creation (poem)”

The anxiety awakens (poem)

I shiver in my night dress Windows open and curtains flowing Hearing the rain patter ever so gently on the window sill A body frozen in the present moment A mind that wanders into the inevitable past A brain that squelches beneath the skull A yawn that is icy and has no echo Everything isContinue reading “The anxiety awakens (poem)”

Does it matter what others think about us?

As a borderline I often worry about what others think of me. How they see my image. How they see me as me. Are they able to see my struggles although more often than not I’m met with – you look fine. You’re okay. You tend to look deeper at your inner self at thisContinue reading “Does it matter what others think about us?”

Early Sunrise 🌅

The sea blue light of the early hour Awakens the nests within the trees A slight breeze and a heavy yawn The transition from dusk to dawn Hold the hour at which you wake Appreciate the day that lies before you Tomorrow isn’t here yet We only have today Today to make change Today toContinue reading “Early Sunrise 🌅”

Self-reflection and creative ideas

Many people ask me where my creative ideas come from. They come from my experience, the come from the fireworks of chemicals zapping through my fragile mind. Am I ashamed of this? No. Why should I be? Its not about what is wrong with us, it’s about how we can improve our own mental health and wellbeing withoutContinue reading “Self-reflection and creative ideas”

Your anxiety breathes

Anxiety, Anxiety, Anxiety. How it gives the false illusion you are drowning in your past experiences, drowning in the foundations of what shaped you, playing cricket with the chemicals within your brain – seemingly excusing yourself from all social activities making yourself appear socially enept but  sociable through writing. Writing gives you reassurance. It givesContinue reading “Your anxiety breathes”

The Narcissist’s Daughter

This is her story. She was observant, with a kind nature and an eccentric personality. Her face was a pale white and her hair a smoky brown. Her blue-grey eyes glistened through shreds of broken glass, broken glass that correlated with her fragmented self esteem. She was not a narcissist but she had traits ofContinue reading “The Narcissist’s Daughter”

The protagonist

I speak with thunder I speak with thought I lost who I was Distressed and distraught I expressed my story I untangled my woes Will my story end with a cliffhanger? The question is Who Know’s?