The broken soul

For all the times you blamed me for my indulgence My capacity to be positive in the light of destruction Opening my sorrows on to the open plains Sewing the past in the fabric of my bedding A crystal essence of satisfaction Moods in alignment with dusk and dawn Emotions comprehensive and encapsulating Sense ofContinue reading “The broken soul”

The Isolated Borderline

To the partners of the sufferer. I know how hard you try to help your loved one. I know how hard you try and make communication. The days your loved one curls up in bed not ready to face the day whilst you put food on the table, the rapid mood swings with such emotionalContinue reading “The Isolated Borderline”

Scarcity and Abundance

The first step in emotional dysregulation and self awareness since my borderline personality disorder decided to take partnership back in my life (this time with cptsd that hadn’t happened before after managing to reduce the bpd to traits over the past three years) as I see things in black and white again, is to embraceContinue reading “Scarcity and Abundance”

Criticism of the borderline

Can you imagine strolling through life asking others not to hurt you to only suffer from the after effects of institutionalized discrimination, psychological manipulation and have your life swept from you as if you’re to blame for the abuse you’ve endured out your life. When borderline ask for help for additional symptoms they haven’t experienced before their past is judged asContinue reading “Criticism of the borderline”

You’ll want to read this!! Borderline & the INFJ

During my last borderline personality disorder crisis at the time I felt I had no control over the changes within my brain and focused so much on the labels and the permanent factor thrust aside them, I didn’t focus my attention on probability and how my memory can cause my anger. I’ve built on theContinue reading “You’ll want to read this!! Borderline & the INFJ”

The Neurology of Mental Health

I sit and I wait, and sigh A dreamer to the observer A loner to the other eye My brain slithers So effortlessly Through many comparisons of mood Yet no one understands The pain. The headache The disorganised spelling Normal speech and a thousand words Cannot heal this awful curse

Being open about mental health isn’t attention seeking 💓

In order for others to have their voice heard there needs to be change and there will be change. We need less discrimination in society and more practicicalities to aid individuals with the necessary life skills to be able to do well with their life. Some people want the help and some people don’t. TheContinue reading “Being open about mental health isn’t attention seeking 💓”

The Beauty Of The Borderline

When we think of the word “personality” disorder we automatically assign an individual to the description or the theoretical meaning of what is written about the condition rather than look at ways of separating the person from the mental health condition. Borderline Personality Disorder is a mood disorder and can be treated with a moodContinue reading “The Beauty Of The Borderline”

Depression

Have you ever looked around you and people all stable and laughing, the walls closing in on you, the hallways swallowing your mind whole, like you’re pushing yourself through quicksand, like your brain is slow and grounded, like you have no control over your anger? In the lowest moments do you sit there and listenContinue reading “Depression”

What side of the brain do you use?

  What side of the brain do you use? The interaction between both is a game of volleyball, a confusing element within its features, a comprehensive account of our genetics and memory processes… Skills are what motivates us. Experience is what shapes us. Atoms. That’s all we are atoms.  

Living with Borderline Personality Disorder 💕

It’s a biological illness that affects the brain. You struggle with black and white thinking. You struggle to find any grey area in your life. You love with intensity but the problem with borderline personality disorder is when you think and you think and you think you can say things that come across as manipulative even whenContinue reading “Living with Borderline Personality Disorder 💕”

Misconceptions of the borderline in relationships 💕

The borderline personality doesn’t refuse to let go, they will let go of someone that doesn’t return the love they give to others. They will message a person a lot to express their feelings and their values:    They love with intensity but they don’t expect maltreatment for being in intense pain. They want validationContinue reading “Misconceptions of the borderline in relationships 💕”