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A day without sertraline for a BPD brings on sudden intense mood swings and changes to our brain’s biochemistry. It’s similar to someone coming along with a magic wand and transforming your character into someone you don’t even know or even worse, a ghost. You begin to feel your emotions heighten without the medication. You […]

Love hurts us all or should I say the wrong type of love. Love can make us feel afraid, feel desperate not to lose someone, or it can turn the other way. Within an instant a borderlines pain can be extravagantly magnified in altitude to the point their pain is expressed in verbal threats which […]

It’s been a while since I wrote anything at all that would influence the reader to be mindful of their surroundings and make a difference in this world so I’m going to start by discussing the phenomenon “The Secret” and explain the concept of mental health and mental illness. I know what you’re thinking. How […]

Do you ever see patterns? Patterns in life, in embroidery or even the night sky? Patterns are everywhere. Our brains are wired to follow a specific pattern that is familiar to us, hence we may get ourselves in all sort of silly situations by being a little too trusting. Borderlines tend to analyse and form […]

Here is the thing. A borderline will have one breakdown and plea and ask for help but be rejected by those who support mental health as they believe it comprises their whole personality when this isn’t correct – research hasn’t been conducted efficiently enough to take note of the biological changes. A borderline will pick […]

Every breath I take, I visualise the salt in the fresh mid year, tiny particles forming a unique sense of smell in alignment with the rising sun. The wind wisps effortlessly through my long strands of hair, a drop of the ocean spits at my thunderous skin. This is the ride like no other.

I have my first ever dialogue feature film audition on Saturday. The thing I love about acting is you can portray just about any emotion in a specific context with a comprised script and become a character other than your own. Sounds cool? Maybe? Just? I am so excited. If I pass the audition it […]

If you’ve ever studied psychology then nine times out of ten you would have heard of Milgrams experiment. If we want to dive deep into the consciousness of our souls we have to look at the social factors too. Psychology says that a small group of people will conform to an authority figure even if […]

I sometimes look back at my past decisions and think of ways I could change some of those decisions, although I always here the same advice: Life is about choices. But what if we made choices that we wouldn’t make if we were well within ourselves? To me, life is about causality and effect. Holistic […]

My inner spiral churns at every angle Wanting freedom from brain captivity Emotions on cue but moods not in alignment She paces through the streets Daydreaming and staring into the atmosphere Time at a fast forward pace Everything moving so fast Ideas coming through like a bolt of lightening No one understands How deeply exotic […]

Within the shadows she lurks Fighting to see the sun through the moonlight Capturing her flaws and diminishing her evil She sharpens her wand Looking for her next ladybird A treasure hunt you may say Or a trip down memory lane Where the fairies and the gnomes gather Forming magical lanterns To light their natural […]