Borderline Personality Disorder and Complex PTSD are often mistaken for one another. Growing up I was bullied, endured repetitive abuse, became anxious, had a fear of people but it came to my attention recently what if these two conditions are the same condition? Let me explain this from an ‘out of the box’ point ofContinue reading “BPD and CPTSD are the same condition…here’s why.”
Category Archives: Uncategorized
How do you want to be loved?
My idea of a relationship is someone who will never give up on you no matter how hard it is, someone who appreciates you for your flaws, someone who enjoys walks in nature with a kind loving heart, someone who thinks of me as worthy rather than an option. Although we all dream of thisContinue reading “How do you want to be loved?”
Who do you choose to be?
Write a list of what you are grateful for even if you feel so low in the dumps. Actually look at the blessings that is surrounding you: The beauty of the natural world My family and friends My university My job My writing ability My acting ability My compassionate nature The ability to reprogram myContinue reading “Who do you choose to be?”
Writing is your safe place
Whenever you feel suppressed or controlled by the world, writing is your safe place. The art of putting feelings into words is a talent in itself. Been judged recently? Been ridiculed and criticised? Been compared? Been discarded like you don’t even matter? There will never be another you. People cause the most pain and theyContinue reading “Writing is your safe place”
Precipitation
Time does not have a value. We as humans created that value by adding hands on a clock and calculating the sunrise to the sunset. Money does not have a value. We created that value by pricing everything that we deem a human would need. So what is value? Value is your family, your friends.Continue reading “Precipitation”
A day without sertraline 100mg
A day without sertraline for a BPD brings on sudden intense mood swings and changes to our brain’s biochemistry. It’s similar to someone coming along with a magic wand and transforming your character into someone you don’t even know or even worse, a ghost. You begin to feel your emotions heighten without the medication. YouContinue reading “A day without sertraline 100mg”
The Pain of the Borderline
Love hurts us all or should I say the wrong type of love. Love can make us feel afraid, feel desperate not to lose someone, or it can turn the other way. Within an instant a borderlines pain can be extravagantly magnified in altitude to the point their pain is expressed in verbal threats whichContinue reading “The Pain of the Borderline”
A mindful day
It’s been a while since I wrote anything at all that would influence the reader to be mindful of their surroundings and make a difference in this world so I’m going to start by discussing the phenomenon “The Secret” and explain the concept of mental health and mental illness. I know what you’re thinking. HowContinue reading “A mindful day”
The Borderline Expression
Do you ever see patterns? Patterns in life, in embroidery or even the night sky? Patterns are everywhere. Our brains are wired to follow a specific pattern that is familiar to us, hence we may get ourselves in all sort of silly situations by being a little too trusting. Borderlines tend to analyse and formContinue reading “The Borderline Expression”
A borderline breakdown
Here is the thing. A borderline will have one breakdown and plea and ask for help but be rejected by those who support mental health as they believe it comprises their whole personality when this isn’t correct – research hasn’t been conducted efficiently enough to take note of the biological changes. A borderline will pickContinue reading “A borderline breakdown”
A ride like no other
Every breath I take, I visualise the salt in the fresh mid year, tiny particles forming a unique sense of smell in alignment with the rising sun. The wind wisps effortlessly through my long strands of hair, a drop of the ocean spits at my thunderous skin. This is the ride like no other.
My creative side awakens
I have my first ever dialogue feature film audition on Saturday. The thing I love about acting is you can portray just about any emotion in a specific context with a comprised script and become a character other than your own. Sounds cool? Maybe? Just? I am so excited. If I pass the audition itContinue reading “My creative side awakens”
