The Onlookers (Poem)

The ridicule from the onlookers Towards those with a damaged mind Reflecting the evil and exposing the suppression Conformity of the closing blinds   What is it they’re asking? What is it they’re mocking? Something they don’t personally understand But lingers in their twilight shadow   Crowds of laughter but tears full of pain WhenContinue reading “The Onlookers (Poem)”

A Day In The Highlands

It has been a while since I posted anything on my blog although today I thought I’d share some wonderful news. I’ve moved to Scotland although I’m happier emotionally my depression is slowly creeping back, bleak and hollow, sleepless nights and vibrating minds. I get suicidal thoughts every couple of days but distract myself althoughContinue reading “A Day In The Highlands”

Stevenage woman with borderline personality disorder speaks out ahead of Mental Health Awareness Week | Stevenage, Hitchin, Letchworth, Biggleswade News – The Comet

https://www.thecomet.net/news/stevenage-woman-with-borderline-personality-disorder-speaks-out-1-6042184 This is a story I did for the local news in Stevenage regarding Borderline Personality Disorder although chose to remain anonymous as it gets the message across to the mental health professionals and the public to aid better research to help others. Please take a read and share if you can as will helpContinue reading “Stevenage woman with borderline personality disorder speaks out ahead of Mental Health Awareness Week | Stevenage, Hitchin, Letchworth, Biggleswade News – The Comet”

The room in which I’m neither awake or asleep

Good evening, settle down quietly whilst you listen to the waves within my neurotransmitters sending complex messages to my delicate frontal lobe… Explore the depths of the darkest roots and the narrowing thoughts depression emphasises. After three months on the Sertraline my anger and impulsivity has been managed with the medication which I am immenselyContinue reading “The room in which I’m neither awake or asleep”

The broken soul

For all the times you blamed me for my indulgence My capacity to be positive in the light of destruction Opening my sorrows on to the open plains Sewing the past in the fabric of my bedding A crystal essence of satisfaction Moods in alignment with dusk and dawn Emotions comprehensive and encapsulating Sense ofContinue reading “The broken soul”

Recognising Manipulation to save lives

The effects of manipulation are diverse. It can control your thoughts, your behaviours, isolate you from your family and friends, create emotional instability, traumatise the brain to the point you’re repetitively thinking about the manipulation over and over again. Your thoughts don’t run in alignment with what you say. Your brain begins to use suppressionContinue reading “Recognising Manipulation to save lives”

The Low Mood

From the naked eye you see a smile A delightful smile of a woman who has everything What you don’t see are the bricks within the decorated walls The bricks that weigh down her emotions The bricks that fall on her heavy as she sleeps You can’t see the bricks she holds within herself SoContinue reading “The Low Mood”

The Borderline & NLP

Borderlines have a very comprehensive view of what they believe to be right from personal experience. Is Borderline Personality Disorder genetic or environmental? Are there any courses out there that can channel the way borderlines think and process information? In a crisis it is extremely hard to put across a viewpoint from another’s perspective andContinue reading “The Borderline & NLP”