Conformity conformity conformity

If you’ve ever studied psychology then nine times out of ten you would have heard of Milgrams experiment. If we want to dive deep into the consciousness of our souls we have to look at the social factors too. Psychology says that a small group of people will conform to an authority figure even ifContinue reading “Conformity conformity conformity”

The Onlookers (Poem)

The ridicule from the onlookers Towards those with a damaged mind Reflecting the evil and exposing the suppression Conformity of the closing blinds   What is it they’re asking? What is it they’re mocking? Something they don’t personally understand But lingers in their twilight shadow   Crowds of laughter but tears full of pain WhenContinue reading “The Onlookers (Poem)”

A Day In The Highlands

It has been a while since I posted anything on my blog although today I thought I’d share some wonderful news. I’ve moved to Scotland although I’m happier emotionally my depression is slowly creeping back, bleak and hollow, sleepless nights and vibrating minds. I get suicidal thoughts every couple of days but distract myself althoughContinue reading “A Day In The Highlands”

Stevenage woman with borderline personality disorder speaks out ahead of Mental Health Awareness Week | Stevenage, Hitchin, Letchworth, Biggleswade News – The Comet

https://www.thecomet.net/news/stevenage-woman-with-borderline-personality-disorder-speaks-out-1-6042184 This is a story I did for the local news in Stevenage regarding Borderline Personality Disorder although chose to remain anonymous as it gets the message across to the mental health professionals and the public to aid better research to help others. Please take a read and share if you can as will helpContinue reading “Stevenage woman with borderline personality disorder speaks out ahead of Mental Health Awareness Week | Stevenage, Hitchin, Letchworth, Biggleswade News – The Comet”

The room in which I’m neither awake or asleep

Good evening, settle down quietly whilst you listen to the waves within my neurotransmitters sending complex messages to my delicate frontal lobe… Explore the depths of the darkest roots and the narrowing thoughts depression emphasises. After three months on the Sertraline my anger and impulsivity has been managed with the medication which I am immenselyContinue reading “The room in which I’m neither awake or asleep”

The broken soul

For all the times you blamed me for my indulgence My capacity to be positive in the light of destruction Opening my sorrows on to the open plains Sewing the past in the fabric of my bedding A crystal essence of satisfaction Moods in alignment with dusk and dawn Emotions comprehensive and encapsulating Sense ofContinue reading “The broken soul”