Why I love Doctor Who📝

When I was bullied for my appearance as a teenager, was deprived from being able to socialise or have friendships in school I spent the majority of my life writing because it was something I could do to put my emotions into words. It was something I could mask my inner pain of the negativeContinue reading “Why I love Doctor Who📝”

What I appreciate about my life 💗

I have creative writing abilities and the ability to write books, the ability to understand mental health and the ability to be optimistic in the face of adversity. I have the gift of compassion I love creative writing I enjoy helping the elderly I want to start a domestic abuse project to help victims ofContinue reading “What I appreciate about my life 💗”

Emotions equal strength 💕 A creative piece.

I’m strong in myself. I tell myself that everyday. In between working through my self help books I’m writing blogs, creating new poems, new writing, new ideas, healing myself emotionally by letting the emotions out and not being afraid to shadow them to the outside world through writing. I’m not afraid to be alone. It’s peaceful. I’mContinue reading “Emotions equal strength 💕 A creative piece.”

Goodbye – A poem

Goodbye to the old world, the world I see. Goodbye to the people who wouldn’t let me be. Goodbye to our vision that foresees day and night. Goodbye to the seasons of darkness and light. Goodbye to the presence of our inner soul, let it rise in to heaven where our truth can be told.Continue reading “Goodbye – A poem”

What is compassion? Daily techniques.

I’ve been working through my compassionate mind workbook written by Chris Irons and Elaine Beaumont when I came across the description of the word ‘compassion’ which cognitively changed my thought process from a negative to a positive: “Compassion is a sensitivity to suffering in self and others, with a commitment to alleviate and prevent it” Continue reading “What is compassion? Daily techniques.”

What is dissociation? What does it mean to dissociate?

Dissociation means to disconnect from one’s reality to survive further interpersonal trauma. It means to disconnect from our physical and emotional experience. It is the art of those who have experienced trauma. It’s a spaced out motion encapsulating our deepest negative memories and fears – we access our episodic memory in detail. It is aContinue reading “What is dissociation? What does it mean to dissociate?”

Compassionate Mind Training

A technique I’m starting to use for my own well being is compassionate mind training. In compassionate mind training you have to ask yourself the questions that activate your flight and fight response and understand what drives you to behave in a certain way. All humans share two main traits and that is survival and reproduction. TheContinue reading “Compassionate Mind Training”

A solemn night 💫

Chapter One She took one last step towards him. Her heart jumped at the sight of her illusions. She was questioning herself. She was wondering by unexpectedly. She felt love for him with no understanding of why. This left her craving more. She realised she had absorbed his personality traits and her brain would neverContinue reading “A solemn night 💫”

Misconceptions of the borderline in relationships 💕

The borderline personality doesn’t refuse to let go, they will let go of someone that doesn’t return the love they give to others. They will message a person a lot to express their feelings and their values:    They love with intensity but they don’t expect maltreatment for being in intense pain. They want validationContinue reading “Misconceptions of the borderline in relationships 💕”

The lonely tree 🌳

How many leaves does the tree lose before we notice it’s bare? Is it crying or is it smiling? Is it turning over a new leaf? How far does the trees roots twist into the soil of the earth? How much life does the tree have? Is it breathing in oxygen? How many times hasContinue reading “The lonely tree 🌳”

Seasonal emotions 🖤💔

Winter: Harsh, cold & glacial and more night than day.  Fire logs and igloos, happiness at bay. Autumn: Soft crumpled leaves, brown and green. Rustling in linear with the wind, aggression is keen. Summer: Sunlight and crystalline waters, a million rays of heat, invisible but loving, love is at peak. Spring: Flowers and daffodils andContinue reading “Seasonal emotions 🖤💔”

Decisions decisions decisions

I often look back at the career choices I’ve made in the past. The subjects I chose to study. The health choices I made. I don’t regret taking a different path to what I should have taken because I wouldn’t have the awareness or the abilities I do have now and what I want toContinue reading “Decisions decisions decisions”